Tonight I am in a totally negative mood! And usually I use my blog for all my postive thoughts and happy events but right now I really just feel like blogging about how I have been feeling the past couple of days.
Tyler and I have been so blessed to move into our dream house at such a young age and I have been having a lot of fun with it! But during the days when he is at work I find myself feeling so down about things! I feel like I am not a good enough mom, wife, daughter, friend, or sister. I wish so much that my family could all live by eachother and that I can have all my close friends back. I love what my husband does for our country and how well he provides for us, but I hate how unstable our lives can be and some days I just want to move back home to Idaho.
But on a more postive note some things that I really am going to be working hard on to change my attitude is my relationship with our heavenly father and making sure my family is in church every sunday, spending more of my days playing and partcipating with maddie rather then pushing her to the side so that I can get all the cleaning and errands done, work out or at least run every night to release my stress, and love on my hubby so that he knows how much I appreciate him.
2 comments:
To tell you the truth I have been feeling the same way... Just today i was telling mitch that i dont feel like a very good mom and so on.
Good job on going to church, seriously it helps me be more happy and just be a better person! Sorry you live so far away... it wont be forever! :) Oh and congrats on your house... seriously that is soooo awesome and i am sooo jealous.
Well hope you start feeling better! I will try too! :)
Melissa you are a great mom and wife!!! When I was visiting you I saw it!.... but i love your goals and im sooo proud of you for getting your family back to church! thanks for being a good friend and a good example! love you!!!!
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